Archive for June, 2007

Ongline Video #22 Mission: Get Fat

Thursday, June 28th, 2007

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Steve’s visit last week gave us the opportunity to get even closer as friends, but it definitely also made us fatter. Perhaps a little. We had ice cream on both Friday and Saturday nights. It was his last full day in Kansas City, and we went all out. Whore cams are included in this video.

Ongline Video #22

You’ve been sweet

Wednesday, June 27th, 2007

Chai+I

Thanks to all of you who sent me your love. I appreciate it lots.

Someone dear to me reminded me that I have to take care of myself sometimes. I will try my very best.

I’m better. I hope my sister will be too. She’s gone back to the hospital for more treatment. Good thoughts for her.

Guilt shit

Tuesday, June 26th, 2007

Can I be happy when I know others are suffering?

Am I a selfish bitch if I am?

Or am I just trying to have a bigger heart than I really do?

Where do you draw the line of selfishness and selflessness?

Sigh.

Ongline #230 Steve on my Fat

Monday, June 25th, 2007

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Show #230 | Duration: 45:33 | 41.9 MB | Stereo |

UPDATE: In case you are as codependent as I am. Steve is home safe.

For the first time, Steve and I talked about my weight loss and what I have been doing to add exercise to my weekly routine.
Less Plump

Steve and I had a wonderful time together in Kansas City. We get to spend two weekends together. Thank you Steve, for everything.
2 whores in the market

I love my Feeder from Reinvented Software.

Steve eats Kansas City

Thursday, June 21st, 2007

I enjoyed Steve’s company so much that I didn’t feel like doing much for Ongline. But luckily he put together a video on his own blog: Or Something. After seeking permission to post this on my website, he actually encouraged me to share it with all of you.

stevebbq

Meeting an old friend

Monday, June 18th, 2007

Is it possible to meet someone you feel as an old old friend, but only for the first time?

Here’s the someone.

First photo with Steve

More pictures over on Flickr.

UPDATE: My sister is out of the hospital and is recovering back home. Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers.

Ongline #229 Fathers

Monday, June 18th, 2007

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Show #229 | Duration: 1:31:03 | 41.9 MB | Mono |

Alden is back again and share some personal stories and experience of being a gay father of two boys. The show is 1.5 hours. Listen to it at separate times, but you wouldn’t want to miss any part of it. We talked about dating as a gay man with two sons, our own fathers, and a lot more.

Ongline #229 Fathers

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Update: My sister is responding very well to her latest treatment. I’ll keep you posted. Thank you for your thoughts and prayers.

SingShot

Thursday, June 14th, 2007

A friend of mine introduced me to this site a few months ago. I enjoyed the idea then, and enjoy the idea now.

The recording is kinda brutal. Going through your computer’s microphone, and there’s only one take, well, you can do as many takes a possible, but there is no going back to a certain part to clean stuff up. No wonder we all sorta suck. But hey, it’s still fun.

I won’t say enjoy, but listen if you dare. Oy!

Spirit is up

Wednesday, June 13th, 2007

A personal thank you to all of you who commented and wrote me personally, or IM-ed me, or spoke to me in person about my sister. 

I just got off the phone with my mom and sister. She is improving a little, and I actually spoke to her. Her spirit is up. She's listening to my Penang Hokkien podcast. And she told me that she wants to be on the show when she recovers. I can't wait. 

I believe in positive energy, I believe in prayers. I appreciate all of you who send that her way, my way, and my family's way. Love you all. 

Good thoughts

Tuesday, June 12th, 2007

I contemplated about making this public at all.

Without having to go into all the details, I just want to express my feelings.

My sister is not feeling well.She is in the hospital getting treatments. She will recover. Perhaps slowly. I am staying positive, but it's very hard. I can't help but try to imagine how it must be for her.

All of us siblings are very close. And it makes it hard when my brother and I both physically so far from my sister.

No matter what you believe or not, I would like you to send positive thoughts and energy, or prayers to my sister for her speedy recovery. Also, if you'd keep her family in your thoughts and prayers, my brother-in-law, my niece, my nephews, and especially my parents.

Thank you. And I'll keep you posted. The last I heard was she's improving a little. But there had been too many ups and downs for me to get too excited. But I'm going to stay positive for her.

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