Ongline #231 Digesting Emotions

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Digesting my emotional past week. Warning, I ate during this recording, and I was using my binaural mics. If you hate this, skip to the back. I don’t care if you skip it all. I’m a whore. What’s new? Tired. But I’m fine. 🙂

A snap of our last evening

My sister is improving more with her fourth round of treatments. However, the doctors seem to think that this is a chronic type of illness. She will recover, but will have to take medications for a period of time.

Podcamp Midwest July 20 & 21 in Kansas City, MO.

Ongline Video #22 Mission: Get Fat

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Steve’s visit last week gave us the opportunity to get even closer as friends, but it definitely also made us fatter. Perhaps a little. We had ice cream on both Friday and Saturday nights. It was his last full day in Kansas City, and we went all out. Whore cams are included in this video.

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You’ve been sweet

Chai+I

Thanks to all of you who sent me your love. I appreciate it lots.

Someone dear to me reminded me that I have to take care of myself sometimes. I will try my very best.

I’m better. I hope my sister will be too. She’s gone back to the hospital for more treatment. Good thoughts for her.

Guilt shit

Can I be happy when I know others are suffering?

Am I a selfish bitch if I am?

Or am I just trying to have a bigger heart than I really do?

Where do you draw the line of selfishness and selflessness?

Sigh.

Ongline #230 Steve on my Fat

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Show #230 | Duration: 45:33 | 41.9 MB | Stereo |

UPDATE: In case you are as codependent as I am. Steve is home safe.

For the first time, Steve and I talked about my weight loss and what I have been doing to add exercise to my weekly routine.
Less Plump

Steve and I had a wonderful time together in Kansas City. We get to spend two weekends together. Thank you Steve, for everything.
2 whores in the market

I love my Feeder from Reinvented Software.

Meeting an old friend

Is it possible to meet someone you feel as an old old friend, but only for the first time?

Here’s the someone.

First photo with Steve

More pictures over on Flickr.

UPDATE: My sister is out of the hospital and is recovering back home. Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers.

Ongline #229 Fathers

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Show #229 | Duration: 1:31:03 | 41.9 MB | Mono |

Alden is back again and share some personal stories and experience of being a gay father of two boys. The show is 1.5 hours. Listen to it at separate times, but you wouldn’t want to miss any part of it. We talked about dating as a gay man with two sons, our own fathers, and a lot more.

Ongline #229 Fathers

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Update: My sister is responding very well to her latest treatment. I’ll keep you posted. Thank you for your thoughts and prayers.

SingShot

A friend of mine introduced me to this site a few months ago. I enjoyed the idea then, and enjoy the idea now.

The recording is kinda brutal. Going through your computer’s microphone, and there’s only one take, well, you can do as many takes a possible, but there is no going back to a certain part to clean stuff up. No wonder we all sorta suck. But hey, it’s still fun.

I won’t say enjoy, but listen if you dare. Oy!

Spirit is up

A personal thank you to all of you who commented and wrote me personally, or IM-ed me, or spoke to me in person about my sister. 

I just got off the phone with my mom and sister. She is improving a little, and I actually spoke to her. Her spirit is up. She's listening to my Penang Hokkien podcast. And she told me that she wants to be on the show when she recovers. I can't wait. 

I believe in positive energy, I believe in prayers. I appreciate all of you who send that her way, my way, and my family's way. Love you all. 

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