Okay peeps. Today is a new day. I’ve cleared off some shit. Cried off some crap. And now I’m off to a new me! Well, kinda. First, my sister is improving more. Her treatments are working. She has to start on medications for her chronic strand of illness,...
Lost Zen
I’ve been emotionally confused, tired, and stressed. You all know that by now. My depression a couple of months ago gave me the chance to see how helpless I can sometimes be inside a depression funnel. But when I’m out of it, I forgot that I used to be...
Attention whore
I had a nice long conversation with two friends this afternoon. We were watching pictures of some amazing shots a friend of mine took in Cambodia, Myanmar, Thailand and so forth. With some nice ethereal Eastern music in the background, I suddenly realize that I...
My Graffiti
First, I want to thank each and everyone of you who reached out to me. You offered your love and attention after reading some of my “semi-psychotic” ramblings. Especially Nick Thomas. Nick is such a caring and loving soul. When I called him a...
Alone
By myself. The two that matter are not here. One is physically away. The other is emotionally away. Well, I still have me, myself, and the rest of my fat. 🙂 Emotional attachment can be risky. Peace out.
Emotional Bingeing
Is there such a thing? I find my blog to be my place to vent my “deep thoughts” when no one is around to share. Twitter makes me jot down the idea. Blog lets me mold the idea. Is there such a thing as too much good? Last few weeks I experienced some. Too...
You’ve been sweet
Thanks to all of you who sent me your love. I appreciate it lots. Someone dear to me reminded me that I have to take care of myself sometimes. I will try my very best. I’m better. I hope my sister will be too. She’s gone back to the hospital for more...
Guilt shit
Can I be happy when I know others are suffering? Am I a selfish bitch if I am? Or am I just trying to have a bigger heart than I really do? Where do you draw the line of selfishness and selflessness? Sigh.
Meeting an old friend
Is it possible to meet someone you feel as an old old friend, but only for the first time? Here’s the someone. More pictures over on Flickr. UPDATE: My sister is out of the hospital and is recovering back home. Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers.
SingShot
A friend of mine introduced me to this site a few months ago. I enjoyed the idea then, and enjoy the idea now. The recording is kinda brutal. Going through your computer’s microphone, and there’s only one take, well, you can do as many takes a possible,...
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Ongline Podcast documents the life of a gay Malaysian-born Chinese American. Immerse yourself in the life of a not-so-typical individual. Expand your horizon by experiencing the topics, issues, stories, and simply, the life of a gay Asian man. Until now, the voice of a minority individual has not been this loud!
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